No, let me.
Take ten, I need a coffee.
Go ahead, I need to practice.
Don't worry, I'll bring you a coffee.
Shut up, they can get it themselves.
Johnny, no...
No, they'll be back in a minute, no.
Let's get a quickie.
No, no, I don't want it like this, stop it.
Johnny, it isn't like you.
Come on.
Johnny...
Surely you know me, I'm your master.
Don't you ever think of anything else?
Is there anything?
Everything I love is in you.
I need you, I need all of you.
No...
Because you don't want me, you want a piece of me.
What are you gonna do, Johnny?
I'm gonna dedicate this to you.
Do you mind if we go on recording now?
I'm ready when you are, Nicky.
I'll start recording just as soon as
Madame Jessica walks out the door...
she's distracting you and you need to concentrate.
That's crap, and you know it.
You seem to be unusually bitchy today.
Okay.
We can all go, forget about it.
Wait.
Hold it.
Maybe you oughta wait down in the bar.
I won't be long.
Okay, you're the boss.
Have a good time.
I'm a patient girl.
Bye.
Recording.
Dr. Simpson, please go to...
surgery at once.
Dr. Simpson, you are wanted in surgery now.
That was a really tricky op.
Yeah, tell me about it.
Thanks.
The patient needs a lot of care.
I'll take a look later.
Sure Professor, see you this evening.
Are these people relatives?
Yeah.
How is my son?
The operation went rather smoothly for him.
You should be able to pay him a visit...
tomorrow morning, Mr. Rodriguez.
No need to worry unduly.
I don't know how to thank you.
You don't have to.
By the way...
Thank you.
Dr. Simpson.
That you, Anna?
Yes, Doctor.
I shall be delayed.
You hear?
Tell my wife I have another operation.
Yes, fine, right away.
I'll explain it to her.
Thank you.
It's open.
The doctor called to say you'll be delayed...
he's operating and won't be here to get you.
All right.
Sorry.
Had a hell of a time getting here...
got stuck with my last client.
An awful uncouth sort.
Kind of likes to play rough...
was a lot safer not to argue with him.
I'm telling you because I know you like the idea
I go with other guys.
Look at that...
I've got a run in my stocking!
Oh Shit!
Sorry, pardon my language.
You'd never guess what I had to spend...
on my sodding tights.
And because of my trade...
I always seem to go to my clients wearing the wrong tights...
and I have to sit like a dummy fixing it.
Oh, we're nearly there.
This run goes right up to my...
It stops here.
Just a second and I'll be...
No, don't stop.
So that's your number, is it?
You like to watch me daubing it, hmm?
Is it the color?
Does this remind you of something intimate?
What does it remind you of?
Oh, it's turning me on.
Oh, it really feels good.
I can't stop.
No...
Don't do that anymore.
You're so docile, you need a master.
Don't you?
Go away now.
God damn it.
With you it's really worse than fucking a monster.
Get out of here you dumb hooker.
You got your money, now scram.
You're a freak, you know that?
What do you want, flowers?
I should treat you like a lady or something?
Asshole!
What's wrong?
I couldn't work with you there...
we had to get the recording done...
in the studio time allotted.
That's right, I'm a disturbance...
Because Nicky just doesn't want me around.
I think it's stupid of the little ass.
He's jealous, that's all.
Don't talk nonsense.
He's a busy man, he's got problems.
How about my problems?
Jessica, don't flatter yourself.
He's not jealous of you.
I'd like you to say you're sorry.
Sorry.
You don't mean it, you're lying.
No, I do, I love you.
I love you!
I was jealous too.
Glad to hear it.
Really.
Anything wrong?
Can't sleep.
I was asleep.
Go in the next room, I have to operate tomorrow,
I need my rest.
Sleep all you want, sleep your head off!
Why race?
What?
Hang on.
Jessica, how about lending the driver a hand.
Johnny...
What are you doing?
Come on Jessica, I feel horny.
No, I don't want to.
No, look out!
Don't be scared.
Nasty, damn it, not again.
Okay, I'll do it.
Okay, I'll do it, but go slowly!
Come on.
Johnny...
You don't love me!
Sure I do!
Keep your eyes on the road.
It's dangerous, you'll lose control.
Keep going.
Johnny, careful or we'll get killed!
Faster!
Nearly there.
Come on, faster!
You're crazy.
Johnny, I love you.
You're such a nut.
This dog can't...
Ride me.
Oh, I wanna go on forever.
I want you, I want all of you...
Just let yourself go.
No, please.
Don't, it hurts.
I like you...
You'll learn to like it.
That's the joy.
Just let me...
That's it...
No, take it out.
Please, let me stay in...
Please, enjoy it.
You're beginning to enjoy...
I'm sure you are.
I love you.
Yes...
I'm there...
Jessica!
Jessica...
Don't be mad.
What else do you want?
I deserve a kiss, don't you think?
It's a mean thing you just did.
I love you.
Now what's the matter with you?
You treat me like a piece of meat for your dinner.
Don't be silly.
I love you.
Come on!
Go away.
Jessica, I said let's go!
Didn't you hear me?
Go away.
Not without you.
Come on.
No!
I'm not going without you...
how'd you like that?
Go away!
I love you Jessica!
Leave me alone, go!
I'm never gonna leave you!
Go!
You can't get rid of me!
Leave me alone, go away!
I'll stay with you forever.
Go away!
Life is nothing without you Jessica!
No, I don't want you!
I love you always, 'til the day I die!
You don't love me go, go away!
I love you!
Go away!
I'm gonna stay right with you!
No you're not!
Johnny!
I won't go anywhere.
I thought you were hurt.
Now I deserve a kiss, don't I?
Just one.
I was really scared.
Let's go.
You sure you're all right?
Yeah, I'm fine.
Just hurts here.
We oughta be going, Carol.
You ready?
Christ, what are you doing?
I'm ready, like my new look dear?
No, I don't.
I don't see the point.
But I thought tarts were your latest fashion.
I don't wanna be married to one.
Now if you don't get a move on, we're going to be late.
Joke over, okay?
Forgive me, I'll just be a minute or two.
Not more.
It's not professional.
It wouldn't be so bad if this wasn't his first disc.
Being two hours late is unforgivable.
Nicky...
I'm pregnant.
Oh, really?
How awful.
I suppose you're here to borrow money for an abortion.
And you gotta do it, okay?
Unless you want to ruin Johnny's whole career.
Christ, somethings fucking up this tape.
Take it from the top, Johnny.
Nicky...
Mind if we stop for a while?
What is it?
It's my head, it hurts.
No way pal, we gotta finish this.
I'll go on...
But it's bursting.
Start the track.
Right.
What's the matter with you?
Johnny!
What is it?
Ah...
Okay.
I'll be right there.
Is it so urgent?
Afraid it is.
Motorcycle accident, he needs an emergency operation.
Can't somebody else do it for a change?
Not tonight they can't.
You could consider me once before duty.
I'm little more than a servant to you.
We spend hardly any time together.
Call them back and say you can't.
I get there in a hurry, Carol.
It's part of my job.
So that's more important?
More important than us?
Stop it, what the hell is wrong with you?
You pretend you don't know.
Go ahead and pretend.
You can pretend you're a medic...
but you can't mend your marriage.
Now please, I have an operation to perform.
You perform for strangers, never your wife.
There's a cab stand.
Take a cab and fuck off.
You always get your way.
But I refuse to be treated like one of your whores.
I've had enough, I'm leaving you!
I think it's better.
No use pretending any longer.
I'll file for divorce.
Oh God...
Please...
Please don't let him die, please.
He's got to pull through...
He's got to, he's got to.
You can't mend your marriage!
I'll file for divorce.
Scalpel.
Scalpel!
Here doctor, sorry.
Don't treat me like one of your whores.
Go ahead and pretend...
you can pretend you're a medic but...
You can't mend your marriage.
Aren't you feeling well, doctor?
No, no, I'm fine.
He's gone into coma...
breathing is difficult.
Yes, I know.
You don't care about me.
Condition of the heart?
Getting weaker.
I'm being driven to madness.
I have a duty...
my patient will die unless...
Let him, you've killed my love.
Oh God, and my work.
That's more important, more important than us...
No Jessica, he'll be all right!
No!
Oh, pull yourself together.
You've got to be strong!
Doctor...
Come back here!
Doctor, come back here!
You son of a bitch!
Jessica!
Doctor!
Wait, wait!
Jessica, come back!
He's gone...
Jessica... He got away.
Get it together.
It's no use.
That's not true!
Leave me alone, he's dead.
The doctor killed him, why?
I'll ask him...
I'm gonna ask him...
Jessica, that doesn't make sense...
You're just upset.
Murderer...
Don't let me lose my baby.
How do I look?
Terrible!
Keep still so I can get you in focus, you keep moving!
Of course I do, this is a movie...
not a snapshot.
It's the cameraman that's no good, not the star.
Oh, the star.
Get you!
How do you want me?
Shall I do my Bogart imitation?
Or would you prefer Burt Lancaster?
How about Cary Grant?
Aw, stop fooling around Johnny...
I want you to be you.
Otherwise there's no point.
What do you want me for?
I'm no good on my own.
I want a co-star, I need a co-star.
Ah big deal, big deal.
Come on join me, we can do a big love scene.
How, I'm the cameraman, remember?
All right, I'll compose...
a serenade to a cameraman.
It better be good.
As good as the cameraman.
I've got a great title for it.
"I Love You".
Cause I love you more than I thought it possible.
I love you.
Just leave that camera on.
I want you here, right now, with me.
So we can be immortalized together.
I don't photograph well.
That's bullshit, you're gorgeous...
and you look great on the screen.
You have a lovely body.
No, no I don't want to be taken naked...
switch off the camera.
No, no, anyone could see the tape.
Come on darling, that's the whole point.
No...
We can watch it together later.
No, I don't want to, it's a disgusting idea!
It would be like doing it in public...
No, no...
I hate it, I hate it!
Don't you love me'?
Oh Johnny, I do, but not like this!
Good shot.
You're in form today, Carol.
Congratulations.
Thank you.
Morning.
Hi Carol.
Hello there.
Drive over to the ninth hole.
Surprised to see me?
Carol, wait a minute.
I wish you'd let me explain.
Really, there's no need to explain anything.
The whole situation is quite simple.
No it isn't.
You sound as if you miss me...
but surely that couldn't be the case.
But I do, I love you.
I wouldn't mind a drink, you?
Sure.
Tomorrow I'm off to Paris.
When are you coming back?
Certainly not soon.
Well you can't just leave me like this.
I'm asking you not to go.
You're in no position to.
Please.
Don't go yet, don't be hasty.
I love you.
I need you.
I depend on you for everything, you're still my wife.
In all these years of marriage...
I never got the impression you needed me one little bit.
You're too egocentric.
That's not true, I...
Sorry, but I have to go.
Wait.
Will you...
Stay here, tonight?
You better find a reason.
We could dine out.
For old time's sake.
Please.
Given the chance, I'd show you how much I still love you.
It'd be nice if you meant it.
With all my heart, I'll prove it to you.
All right.
I'll be expecting you around seven.
I'll be on time, promise.
Good afternoon, ma'am.
Professor...
Pretty girl gave me this for you.
That's very kind of you.
Who is it please?
No, he's not in.
No, I don't think so.
Oh, hold the line a moment.
Some girl wants to speak to you...
she's been calling all clay.
I'll have a word with her.
All right, doctor.
I'll put you through to him now.
I haven't...
Why did you let him die?
Why?
Hello, Dr. Simpson's residence.
I like this old tune.
It reminds me of when we first met.
Yes, it's true.
You look so sad.
We were happy then, we could be again.
Smile.
What happened to the ring?
I thought you'd wear it forever.
I took it off for good.
There's no point in being a wife in name only, is there?
All right, I admit I've been a bit too preoccupied...
with my patients.
They weren't your patients...
you spend all your spare time with prostitutes...
I know all about it.
Okay.
But if you want, we could start all over.
I promise.
It's no good.
Well at least we could give it a shot.
It's no use giving me that line...
unless you take me to bed.
If you promise, I'll let you come back...
but I want a husband who can satisfy me.
You're passionate with those whores you take to hotels.
I'm no different.
I'm a woman too, and I can be just like them.
I'm sick of being respected.
Treat me like a whore, that's what I am.
I'm your whore.
Oh, yes.
No, no, don't answer it, come on.
Let it keep on ringing.
I have to.
I'm sorry, Carol.
The experiment was a failure.
I didn't want it to be...
Maybe if the phone hadn't rung...
Don't make excuses.
I knew it wouldn't work.
I'm getting dressed.
Please dear...
Don't go.
Please don't go.
Come back...
Hello?
Why did you let him die?
Killer!
Keep going.
And don't try anything.
Take the next turn to the left.
Come come on, take it easy now.
Take it easy.
It's bad for you, bad for you.
Don't get too excited.
Come on boy, that's it.
Please, have a heart.
Please...
Let me go.
I'm tired and extremely uncomfortable.
Please take this off.
I've had enough!
Shut up and get me out of this noose!
Stop!
Stop.
That's a good boy.
I can look straight into your eyes.
Now your stupid nurse isn't here to say...
"The doctor is out at the moment, call again later."
"The doctor's too busy, he's out of town."
How long do you think you can go on being a surgeon...
murdering young men on the operating table?
You don't know what you're talking about.
You mind telling me why you're crying?
Aren't you pleased to see me again?
You vanished, and you didn't even call me.
You know I always come back.
I can't live without you.
Here, I got you a present.
It's an antique one.
Now you can't say I never think of you.
You know...
I got it because it looks a bit like you.
It's got your eyes.
Smile.
You plan to kill me, don't you?
Why did you let him die?
I didn't.
Why did you let him die?
I did all I could to save him.
Why did you let him die?
You gotta believe me, I did my best.
I did all I could...
Stop, no more, please!
Take him away, take him away!
So the great surgeon has peed in his pants.
Look, Blaze.
He's only a man, like all the others.
A weak, frightened man.
He made a mistake.
But men must pay for their mistakes.
No...
No, don't turn your head.
I want you to look...
As I kill you.
Do it quickly.
You'd really like me to kill you?
Well, you're a liar.
If you really want to die, you'll have to kill yourself.
If you try, you could hang yourself.
Have you no feelings?
Aren't you squeamish?
Hmm?
Me?
No, I'm not.
We're enjoying this, Blaze and I.
Go ahead, don't mind us.
But don't take too long.
It's hopeless.
The alternative is worse than death.
I know I'm old enough to be a father...
But it doesn't mean I want to have a child yet.
Well I do.
I want you to think...
You don't need a child.
Think what you'd look like with a big belly.
I don't care about my belly, I want this baby.
I've dreamed about it all my life.
I want something of my own, that's all mine!
You have me.
No, you don't belong to me.
You're not my husband.
I love you, that's all that matters.
That's why I want to have this child with you.
Something that's really mine.
I adore you Jessica, I adore you.
Come on, let's make love.
That's all you ever think of.
Can you think of another way to make a baby?
Get out, out!
You don't know that pain...
You don't know what it's like to be a woman!
Do you feel really bad?
Shut up, what do you know?
I'll bet you're hoping for me to die.
Well you're out of luck.
Women are tougher than men, they can survive this.
Even if they're like me.
Oh, Christ...
It's worse than usual.
What are you looking at?
I'll be here after you're dead and gone, Dr. Simpson!
Around this time of the month...
I keep hoping I'll feel him inside again.
Nothing will ever bring him back.
I've lost them both...
Dead.
All destroyed in one night.
I can never have another baby, and you killed Johnny.
He'll never come back and it's your fault, bastard!
You and me, there's only death.
I can never have any more children.
I can never be a...
Mother.
Never, never, never, never, never...
Never...
Go on, go on.
You like the taste of your own blood?
Lick it, then!
That's enough!
I hate you.
You murderer!
I'll kill your desire.
Now I know what to do with you.
What's the matter with you? Get up.
Get going...
You stay on your feet as long as I tell you...
I'm not ready to kill you yet.
Get up!
You know, death has given you to me.
You're mine.
I own you, and I can do whatever I want with you.
Come on, move!
Big strong guy like you...
show me how brave you are.
Go on then, show me.
Johnny had courage, he wasn't afraid to die.
And now you're going to drown...
I want you to drown.
Go on, drown.
It's my turn!
You can suffer now.
Go on, get down!
Get up now.
Don't be a fool!
I'll decide when you die!
It's up to me!
I hate you.
And I'm going to kill you.
Why did you leave me alone, Johnny?
Just when I need you most...
Look at me.
No, wait a minute.
That's fine.
I'm tired, I've got pins and needles in my butt.
Don't you like being an actress?
I don't like having a gun stuck between my legs.
You put a pistol there for what, may I ask?
It's gross.
Even you weren't like that.
What do you mean?
You know what I mean.
All right, friend.
You've had your joke, now put it back where it was.
Pop!
You're an amazing girl.
I mean it.
I'm not so extraordinary.
You're beautiful.
That's not gonna stop me from killing you.
But...
You're still beautiful.
Here.
If my dogs eats it, you can too.
He's had enough.
It's all you're gonna get, so enjoy it.
Blaze did.
Very unfair.
You know my name is Wendell...
But you never told me yours.
I hope you can operate on my doll...
Without killing her, doctor.
Hmm?
If you're successful, I might let you live.
When you've spent your life...
Like a fortune that never seemed to end...
A second chance will come like a long lost friend.
Great joy will fill you and flush you hot...
No more, will you ever be cool...
For she's the Devil's honey pot.
And you will drown in her, you fool.
That was written by a friend of mine...
When we were young, a long time ago.
I laughed at him.
But I understand it now.
You want to know my name?
My name is fear.
But you can call me Jessica.
Why are you so mean?
Always mad at the world.
This is how I want you.
Faithful and obedient.
I'm your slave.
Now you, Blaze...
Someone is killing all those I love.
You were killed like Johnny and my baby.
I love you, I love you...
Can't you say anything else?
I've had enough.
It's a bore.
Mend that if you can!
At least I've got you again.
Thank you.
No need to thank me.
I've washed you because you're going to die clean.
I don't understand.
I'm going to kill you, so start praying doctor.
I want another.
I feel so good.
I wish they were always happy and laughing like that.
I think we should leave them alone.
But shouldn't we tell them?
Otherwise they'll think that we...
It was Nicky who asked me to.
Come on.
Hey, where are we going?
Does it matter?
Excuse me, I want to buy a gift.
Who for, your girlfriend, you in love, huh?
Yes, madly.
Hang on a moment, I know just the thing.
Leave it to me.
This looks like a simple bracelet, but it's not.
What's so special about it?
Put out your hand, young lady.
These are mystical bracelets.
According to ancient legend...
they contain magic powers for lovers.
They are really extraordinary powers...
but you can't determine that.
The first to stop loving has to throw it away.
Otherwise it's big trouble, big sadness...
the sages tell us.
They're only a couple of dollars each.
Here, the change is all yours.
Ah...
Thank you, and good luck.
Well...
Did you two have fun?
Sure did, yeah.
What'd you like to do now?
Where's Sandra?
Gone back to the hotel, I've got a great idea.
Something that might be fun, what do you say?
I thought we ought to go back to the hotel.
Go on, it's early.
Too early to go to bed yet.
Come on, let's take in a movie.
There's a marvelous old English one...
just around the corner.
Kitschy classic, Campus Hell.
Should be fun.
Sounds great.
Let's go.
Hey don't run so fast, I'm tired.
You want to be left behind?
You don't want me to beat you, do you?
So they gave me this piece of colored ribbon...
to pin on my lapel.
Pretty, isn't it?
You're just bitter, George.
But time heals all wounds.
Not mine, Jennifer.
It's too late.
They can't give me back my innocence, my youth.
Oh George, please no.
War does something to a man...
takes away the gloss.
It leaves the world around him gray.
But George, what about me?
Am I gray too?
Oh, you're different, Jennifer.
In what way, George?
It doesn't seem to attach to you...
you never change.
There isn't a wrinkle there on that perfect face...
to betray that suffering and the misery you've endured.
I've kept it all inside, bottled up.
But one clay I know it will all come bursting out.
Oh George, hold me, hold me tight.
So tight it hurts.
I want to feel your arms crushing into me...
'til my ribs ache more than my heart.
Oh Jennifer, Jennifer...
how I've longed to hear you say that...
while I was out there in the mud and filth and the...
I kept that thought burning in my brain.
"Jennifer loves me".
And God willing I'll come through this hell...
to see her and hold her again before I die.
Oh, George!
First to stop loving...
must throw the bracelet away...
otherwise there'll be big sadness, big trouble...
So the sages tell us.
Go away.
It was never like this for me.
You're wonderful.
Your friend's poem...
How did it go?
When you've spent your life...
Like a fortune that never seemed to end...
A second chance will come like a long lost friend.
Great joy will fill you and flush you hot...
no more will you ever be cool...
For she is the Devil's honey pot...
And you'll drown in her, you fool.